As I stayed up real late designing for a client last night, some kind of magic started happening. I started getting the feel for what I really enjoy doing, I took a ride down memory lane when I only designed just for the fun of it, but I would spend hours on the computer trying to get everything perfect. The day before this feeling came about, I couldn't think for crap, I felt like I was trap out of my creativity, I stood in front of the computer for hours and came up with nothing, I felt hurt, I dosed off couple of times and went right back at it; still nothing happened, but this night, the real me came out. I started to make love, everything I've ever learned, all my Lil techniques came out rushing to my brain. I created a masterpiece from deep down my soul, even if you looked at it and it looks like shit, I still love it, I'm sure you won't think it does, but you'll have some what of a hard time understanding what I see in this Lil piece of art. As of now I know I'm back, I'm well, I know what I have to do from here on to keep this vibe alive. I just need to stay relax and focus and everything should be alright....
